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Friday, March 6, 2009, 5:21 AM
Dearyyy, (: Love youuu.HI,
life's definetly crashedddd. Tonight definetly gonna vent. Huimin, Vanessa, Brandon, Hazel, Hani or Codie. anyone. The fact that life's getting harder, makes me stronger. Maybe its something like that, the harder youre life has been, the stronger you are. Atika came over to sudy just now. And talked to TeckYong on the balcony. Yea, he says he knows how i feel, im not that sure he does though. Suppose to have dinner w/ Dexter at 201. But he want KFC, lazyass. What kinda brother is this man. :O Went to see hairstylist :D She says i should get red, brown or golden highlights. My god golden's so common. I think gonna get red with brown or something. Yea, today recess sucked. Cant tahan those girls. Huimin knows who i guess. Losing friends, wait, if they were friends they wont do that. Losing some idiots in my idiotic life. I miss Jiaaawei, have no idea why, we talked yesterday, and changed sial. I really miss idiot. Common test was uh, okay. I think i can pass la, did a few questions before going to sleep. Than 20mins left after waking up to do the rest. Chinese class talk w/ benneo. And just went around slacking in class. After sch chiong 201, go see hairstylist ah. Than buy food back home, kenna by dad. Blahs. Than atika came and others. After that phone with TeckYong at balcony. Than others, than 201 taupao for me and daddy, daddy blanja me milktea. Blahs, than back and eat, eat abit than full, give daddyyyy. Than now comm. Msn w/ Vanessa, Atika, Wiseley. Yea, Vanessa says im emo. Ya, obvious. Life's unfair. Nothing much now, super troubled. And for once, i took brandon's advice and went to sleep after everything, even though i cryed myself to sleep. Yea, i always cry myself to sleep, hobby ehy. 2 days to complete this blog, stupid things -.- Msn w/ Jiawei & Vanessa. Well yesterday night conf w/ Brandon & Huimin. If youre still slow, im posting about saturday, now. Tuition as usual, other blahs. Than back home, and otherss. Than next tuition, the one w/ Ryannnnnn. After sch go one music store, go talk w/ the guy. Was damn into the talk, we were talking about guitars, local bands, rock bands and the fact that those screamos, they suck at guitars. The solos are like shit. He also told me that playing 12 string electric guitar's a bitch. HAHA. Truetrue. Than go mac and back. Now dad vacumming. Weirdd. Yesterday's conf w/ Brandon & Huimin was quiet fun. Imagine you and me. You know what im talking yo. :D Brandon so violent yesterday, fierce hor dude. ;o Shit, 4 days to complete this damn post. Well, sunday was just shit. Angry. Dinner went tmall w/ daddy. Actually go shopping lorh, he la, and his book fines. Than he got me Kuromi lanyardddd ♥ Kuromi's the shit :) But quiet dumb la, get me lanyard, nothing to hang. Phone also taken away. So i go hang my specs -.- Quiet cool sial. :D Today was funn. Recess went w/ Mutepartnerrrr. In class was like, sleeping. Today last CT. Easy ehy, our class's the highest marks for booklet A :) Did booklet A before going to sleep. Than waking up dong booklet B. I'd better ace this man. After sch didnt eat or anything, was just being bombarded by Perlynnn, Benneo, Dexter & ZhongXuan. My god la, 4 all come attack mee. Just went around running around the whole ground floor. Painn ): I want fight back the others come attack by the backk. Than kenna spray by waterrrr. Go class dripping ass wett. Than ohter blahs, talk to mutepartner the whole supp. After sch slack aroung w/ Pingswen & co. and her boyfeeeeee. Than come back w/ someoneee, girll ehy. Nuthing much alreadyyy. Gonna call Nurra later :) Hungry ):
Bye Yaw'll,
Peace Outs.
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I dont get it why people think im affected by what other people say. Im not weak man. And you're not too babe, be strong, think of you're dignity and pride. You're strong, i know it. And yea, I feel really sorry that you girls are like 12, and you're still so immature. I dont mind you going around saying bad things about me. Is it you're problem if im'ma bitch? Say me action? Say me act big? Say what, i treat people like dogs. Hahaaaaaa, you people(s) are the only one(s) who are actually saying that about me. I don't really feel hurt or anything. I asked all my friends whether am i like that to them, am i show off or whatever, no. Im not, i dont know who you think until so big. You know, whatever you do, won't change anything. And i don't really blame you, you guys never really knew me, understood me, or heard me. You don't see any of my close friends saying shit about me? You dont see Huimin or what Gwendaline talking crap about me behind my backs, you dont see Teckyong or Brandon talking shit about me. So why you people. What we had were the past, im not looking back. Im often misunderstood to most people, but you know, you can say i've changed, yea i know that. But if i go deep down, i'd always still be me. I swear, i may have changed this and that, but you know, my REAL friends know im still REAL. I feel really shitted out. I feel really misunderstood. I want my calls from bloodsis, she's the best. And guy(s) or i would say immature girls in my class. Try and talk to a REALclose friend of my, than talk can? Think before you do anything, or say anything. Or just go and get lessons from Brandon. Yea he's the most consistent person i've ever met. Yea go talk to him, maybe some sense will get knocked into you're headd. Last thing to say and im done,
Bye Cynthia, Bye Fazlyn, Bye all. Im never gonna look back, cuz im gonna be strong. Bye.
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Misunderstood, but im still going strong.
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